How a neurodivergent meltdown became the methodology that transforms scattered brilliance into finishing power
It started in the dark.
Not metaphorically. Not poetically.
Pitch black. Three AM. My chest felt like it was caving in, like breath had betrayed me.
I hadn’t slept more than an hour in three days. This wasn’t creative fire—this was soul-deep unraveling. The aftermath of three months in what I now call “Codelandia”—a hypomanic spiral where I’d built an AI model while forgetting I was human.
I was the guy people called the research translator. The bridge between ivory tower studies and kitchen table wisdom. I’d helped trauma-informed professionals turn their expertise into movements. Built systems. Closed deals. Made voices heard.
But that night, staring at the AI I’d created during my breakdown, I realized I’d become the thing I was trying to solve: brilliant expertise trapped behind walls of systematic perfection.
My Google Docs graveyard was 137 projects deep.
Half-finished. High-potential. Dead on arrival.
And all of them had one thing in common: me.
The ego, the excuses, the systems I’d built to look productive—but never ship.
I was building masterpieces in my head, and mausoleums on the page.
That’s when I heard it.
Clear. Unmistakable. Like a sniper whisper in the dark:
“You either finish this book in 90 days… or you bury it with the rest.”
Not a threat. A deadline. Divine, even.
Like the universe had given me one final call to execute—or be executed by my own perfectionism.
That breakdown became my breakthrough.
I didn’t just survive neurodivergent intensity—I systematized it. The #DOMINATEthe90 framework was born from necessity: if I couldn’t create a system that worked for chaotic minds, I’d never finish anything that mattered.
Now I help neurodivergent professionals transform their greatest weakness (perfectionist paralysis) into their ultimate weapon (systematic finishing power).
Your chaos isn’t a bug—it’s a feature that needs the right system.
Ready to turn your scattered brilliance into systematic domination?